here i am, at 1:38am, sitting in Summit, NJ. I spent the weekend here with my sister and her awesome other half, Mr. D. I can't help but be amazed at how quiet it is here in suburbia... it's not that i miss the blaring sirens, the chinese drums, medical helicopters, barking dogs, angry car horns and occasional drunken screams of Chinatown, Philadelphia... but i strangely have found that i can't fall asleep here because it's just ... too quiet. ironic. i don't have my usual lullaby of fire engines, cop sirens and septa buses to lull me into my city-sleep.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
family is best!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
The Asian Fit
now if only i could walk again... maybe i could ski again.


Sunday, February 10, 2008
happy chinese new year!!
it is officially the year of the rat now. i was born in the year of the rat. but according to those thin paper place mats you find at mediocre chinese restaurants that cater mostly to unknowing innocent non-chinese people, anyone who is born in the year of the rat will seldom make lasting friendships. how sad! don't believe in that gibberish!!
and maybe on that line of thought... i've been spending a lot of time alone these days. going on photo outings, eating by myself in restaurants, watching movies, and reading by large windows. all by myself. i even went to the philly international auto show by myself, and marveled at concept cars, the acura, audi, and mercedes displays. then i drooled over the new 2008 Honda Accord, which i am 95% sure i will buy, and is the only car in that price range that i think is droolable over. it's amazing.
all in all... i feel like it's been a great time of loner-ism. maybe i'm especially reflective and nostalgic, as i'm about to leave philly for good very soon...
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
i'm on a roll!
1. today, i filed my tax returns. Early, i know, but for financial aid purposes, I had to file them. i sat down and started them, anticipating a nice return, just like last year. my flat screen TV was the result of that return last year. THIS year, i planned on buying a nice new flash for my camera. i happily filed my taxes, only to find that i OWE $600+ dollars to the stupid IRS. I then filed my state taxes, and was appalled to see a return of only $6. blast!!
2. recently, i was asked to do a freelance photography project for the Philadelphia Chinatown Development Corporation. Although I have a suspicion that they won't pay me... it works out because i like going on photo outings anyway. Today, on a gloomy, rainy day, i went out with my crutches on a .... slow photo shoot.
i ended the photoshoot sitting in a bakery, with a hot strawberry pastry and a cup of steaming hot Horlicks. i love living in chinatown.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
i like fried eggs.
i love eating eggs , fried sunny side up. they're yummy, especially with a few pieces of toast and some soy sauce.
my fingers hurt from sewing.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
so much to do, so little time.
these days, i'm coming closer and closer to being able to walk again. it's so weird to think that it's already been over 3 months since i last walked... but yet i've managed to live a pretty normal life, even without walking. i still manage to vacuum, to cook, to swiffer, to do laundry, etc. even when i do walk again, it's not going to be me tearing through philadelphia on my usual explorations, mind you, it's going to be a few steps at a time; a hallway, a block, 2 blocks, then maybe even the stairs.... but i shouldn't get too ahead of myself.
the prospect of me walking has me.... burning with a desire to do all these crazy things...seeing people jogging in the city has me both envious, and stupidly angry at random strangers, just because they can run and i can't. and it's frustrating to know that it will be months or maybe even years before i can do them again. this morning, i gingerly took 3 steps (without my crutches) from my bed to my desk. i was SO HAPPY that i wanted to cry. but again, i shouldn't get ahead of myself. it was only 3 small, halting steps, and it was quite painful.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
felt companions!
So, I have recently decided that instead of watching TV after work, I would put my hands to use and create some new friends :) As much as I want to keep these new friends, They will be going to some of my dearest friends, as goodbye presents before I leave Philadelphia.
First, let us meet Mr. Cookie. My inspiration was the Japanese cartoon Domokun, and these felt stuffed animals/creatures that were selling on South Street for like THIRTY dollars?!! heck no!! So I thought, Shoot, this is easy. I'll just start creating my own brand of stuffed felt/sock creatures. In about an hour, this is what resulted. I should charge $30 for these too.
Mr. Cookie is coming! Rarrrrrgh.
YUM!
